I take it back. I don't want to see anyone. No parties for me. I'd rather sit at home passed out from chasing valium with wine.

Don't worry about me though. I do just fine on my own -grins-

Torn ~ Natalie Imbruglia ............... this woman is singging how I feel.

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothin' where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothings right
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don't care
I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch
I'm torn

There's nothin' he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right
I'm torn

Bongo-ed your bongos at 10:00 PM

Oh my... someone still reads this...

The drudgery of Macy's. They're decorating for Christmas. That's just sick. Halloween hasn't even passed yet you corporate bastards! The plus side this mad decorating, it reminds me of Nightmare Before Chrismas. Oh do behave!

A new wrinkle in my life is the death of my Buster cat. He passed away in his sleep last Sunday and I'm still sad about it. Some of you anti-pet people may question my sanity for actually mourning the death of a pet but it happens. That's life so don't ridicule me. I'm raw dammit.

I'm looking forward to Halloween now. I'm hoping to see old friends and meet new ones.

Jay Goode! Take me to that party - I command thee.

Bongo-ed your bongos at 10:55 AM