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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Some people just don't get, don't know when to stop, or...... whatever.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 8:54 PM

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Alright, I suck. I got a 77 on my humanities exam..... and it was on my favorite period. Oh well. I'm going to kick some ass on the next one.

Must work on ceramics still. Yes, I know.... wet work was to be finished last week. But, I'm not motivated, dammit!

Interesting things happened yesterday. When I say interesting, I mean queer interesting things happened. We'll see how things will turn out.

You've been caught!


Bongo-ed your bongos at 1:10 PM

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Monday, November 29, 2004

I saw Alexander over break. It was actually an alright movie considering I already knew some history on the Hollywood version.

First off, where did the penis scene go?! I have learned something in my gender studies class. Generally, movies are made by men for men..... Therefore, Colin's penis scene = so long schlong. Most heterosexual men don't want to see a penis on big screen because "men look really uncomfortable". Well honey, try looking at big breasts on the big screen. But I'm getting off track.

Secondly, Colin portrays Alexander.... duh. Well, Alexander was Greek.... double duh. For some of you people who are not familiar with Classical Greek and Hellenistic Greek cultures [Humanities 221.003 all the way baby!], bisexuality and homosexuality was not an uncommon practice. Well you may have guessed it, Colin plays bisexual Greek conqueror Alexander the Great. As I was watching the handsome Irish actor while he made google eyes at other men on the screen, I could hear fellow movie-goers making unnecessary remarks. Some even left in the middle of the movie. The "some" were mainly male but a few females. Good riddance sons-of-homophobic monkeys!

There is a group of Greek lawyers that have come together threatening to sue Oliver Stone [director]. Their request is to label the movie fictional about Alexander's character portrayal or cut out all the homosexual inuendos out. Read more here.

I found an article speaking of the homosexuality. I pasted an exerpt.

"Take the bisexuality away from the character of Alexander (played by Colin Farrell in the film) and what do you have? You have Kevin Sorbo as Hercules without the self-deprecation, Marc Singer as Beastmaster without the affinity for nature, and Brad Pitt as Achilles in "Troy" without the refurbished abs and off-screen affiliation with a cute sit-commer.

In other words, you have another boring gladiator-type movie.

Please, for the sake of avoiding another three hours of cookie-cutter crapola, let him be bisexual! If Alexander and Hephaestion had a relationship that was more Romeo and Juliet than Starsky and Hutch, why does this have to be "Lethal Weapon" in togas?

Heck, Angelina Jolie is playing Alexander's mom in this thing, despite the fact that she is only one year older than Farrell.

Hmmmm. I wonder what the producers would be trying to suggest by casting one of our reigning cinematic sex goddesses as the mother of one of our reigning cinematic studs?

Oedipus, anyone? I don't hear anyone protesting that.

Look, I'm all for artistic license. Hilary Duff can play Colin Farrell's mom for all I care.

But I don't think artistic license should be motivated by bigotry. And I don’t think the lives of historic figures should be altered because we're less tolerant than people who lived thousands of years ago."

I couldn't have said it better myself.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 7:16 PM

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

I made it home for Thanksgiving. I haven't been home in such a long time that I got on interstate 465 at 4 pm = rush hour. I travelled a HALF MILE in 30 MINUTES. Yeah, I'm an idiot.

I missed my kitties so much. I think Buster had forgotten who I was. He didn't even come to me when I walked in the door. Belle and Billie came right to me.

And now I help mom in the kitchen to make the good 'ole food.

Happy Thanksgiving to you all. Everyone be safe.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 8:25 AM

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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Le Fabuleux destin d'Amelie Poulain also known as Amelie is magical. Sorry, I had to use that specific word because this movie was breathtaking.

True, it's obviously French. True again, it's obviously foreign. And once again, true, it's subtitled.

I don't even know what possessed me to watch it in the first place but I'm glad I did. In fact, I've been muttering under my breath how USI channel never plays anything good and that everytime I turn that particular station on, there's a foreign movie on. I'm thankful for that slap in the face.

People! If you have USI channel, watch the damn movie. People! If you don't, rent the damn movie.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 1:59 AM

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Monday, November 22, 2004

My friend Brian..... I love him! I haven't seen him in a long time. Well, he came over tonight. He wanted to know if he could "reunite" Sarah and I together. I told him nope. He said yes. This went on for awhile because he likes to argue for the sake of arguing. I told him to stop arguing with me because he only knew her side of the story. Laughing by now, he informs me that listening to her he realized her version was biased in the first place. And, that he didn't even want to listen to her in the first place. That put a smile on my face.

Speaking of Sarah..... I took the garbage out last. Therefore, it's her turn. Approximately 1 to 1 1/2 weeks later, the trash remains in the trash can. I took the garbage bags out of the closet so she has to buy her own. I have a feeling she's not going to take the garbage out. But I don't care. I'm going to be a bitch about this. Everything is split down the middle. Half my responsibility and the other half...... is...... hers. Who else?

I'm behind on my ceramic deadline. Bloody hell!

My future community builders (stress tips and healthy fast food) are coming along just fine. I have the information researched..... now I just have to hope that people will actually come to the damn things. I hate community builders.

I am the proud owner of Sex and the City game!

I saw Bridget Jones Diary: The edge of reason yesterday. Awesome movie! Not mine and John's original movie plans but I thoroughly enjoyed the movie. I think he did too, but he would never admit it.

Less than 48 hours till I see my mom and dad and kitties!


Bongo-ed your bongos at 11:13 PM

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Sunday, November 21, 2004

Buzzzzzzzz......

I had a talk with Audrey tonight..... one of my favorite people.

I want to fall asleep, but I don't want to close my eyes. I want to wake up.

And I have to pee.

On that note, I'll think I'll go.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 2:29 AM

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

'Tis my understanding that I will have 2 new roommates. The devine Kensington and the rapturous Cara.

And if my understanding is to be correct, the devine Kensington will be my roommate and the rapturous Cara will be with the "Wicked Wench of McWest" aka Sarah. Cara, show no mercy. God speed.

Today is my mama's birthday. Happy birthday mom! Love you. Kisses!!!!!!!!!


Bongo-ed your bongos at 1:38 PM

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Thanks to Cara, the blog-whore [her words, not mine], my haloscan is up and running. Thank you Cara!

Today has been an alright sorta day. Encouraging hugs, encouraging words..... thank you.

Went to the ampitheatre with John for dinner. He got us Subway while I was in choir and then we went for a "picnic" in the quasi-dark. It was nice. Took my mind off of things.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 9:36 PM

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Monday, November 15, 2004

100 things that one usually does not know about me.

Music, Art, & Theatre
1. My favorite piece of classical music is Second Movement, Concerto for Oboe and Violin in D Minor by Johann Sebastian Bach.
2. I played violin for 8 years and was never in a choir until college.
3. I also love Michael Nyman music. He composed the music for the movie Gattaca.
4. My favorite musical production in high school was South Pacific. It was beautiful...
5. Christmas songs are relaxing and comforting to listen to but a drag to actually sing.
6. My second favorite piece of classical music is Canon by Pachalbel.
7.
Alex Grey, Salavador Dali, and Georgia O'Keefe are my favorite artists.
8. My favorite contempory band is Coldplay [makes me think of John]
9. I like creating funtional art in 3D and emotional art in 2D.
10. I favor watching a live musical versus a live play.
11. My third favorite pice of classical music is Highlights from Oboe Concerto: Adagio by Marcello.
12. I have discovered a band called Portishead pronounced Por-teh-shay. Kind of an electronic, underground, punk sound.



Family & Friends
13. I was born December 18, 1983 at 2:50 pm.
14. I have 1 grandpa and 1 great-grandma. The rest of my g-parents are related to me by marriage.
15. I am the only grandchild on my mom's side of the family.
16. Aunt Beverly is my favorite aunt.
17. I have 4 children: Buster, Belle, Billie, and Star [cats by the way]
18. I live with my parents but I leave for college to live on campus.
19. I don't speak to my biological father.
20. My half-brother's name is Lee. I have never had the chance to speak to him.
21. I primarily resemble my biological father's family but act 90% like my mom.
22. My best friends are my mom and John [my boyfriend].
23. I don't have many friends since graduating high school.
24. I'm a mama's girl.
25. Concerning my potential future family, I want to have 8 children.
26. No, I do not plan "birthing" all of them. I would like to adopt if the husband is agreeable.
27. My mom just knew I was going to be a boy.... my name was to be Jonathan Kent. Imagine her surprize when her little boy had a vagina instead of a penis...


Personality/habits
28. When I went to the dentist last, she informed I'm an angressive brusher.
29. I've become a "list" person. I'm lost without a list telling where to go, what to get, etc.
30. I'm a procrastinator.
31. It's rather difficult for me to block out conversations when speaking or listening to another person.
32. Stuborn should have been my middle name.
33. When I was born I had rusty nail red hair, weighed 8.6 lbs, and was 21" long = fat, ugly baby. 34. My personality has hardened since I came to college.
35. There are a select few whom I give the privilege to see my world.
36. I'm a binge eater when stressed; Which makes things worse because I already have a bad body image in my head.
37. I can be your best friend or I can be your worst enemy.
38. I'm a bad judge of charcter.
39. I'm horrible about saving money; But, I'm trying to fix that.
40. I learned to be a bitch from one of the best [not that that is something to brag about]. Thanks mama.
41. I have a natural scowl.
42. More frown wrinkles exist on my face than smile wrinkles.
43. My mind is constantly on the go..... never stops thinking.
44. I bite my nails. It's gross, I know.


My firsts
45. My first kiss was when I was in pre-school durring a game of chase "naaa nana boo-boo. miss me miss me, now ya gotta kiss me" = smooch on the lips for that lucky little boy.
46. I believe my first word was either "No" or "cookie".
47. My first reciprocated love: John
48. My first car was a 2000 blue focus which I lovingly called Otis
49. Red [rust colored pony] was my first pet.
50. My first friend befriended me in the first grade, Donna Bullock.
51. My first date with John was January 29, 2001. We ate Long John's for dinner and saw Castaway.


Memories
52. The earliest memory [2.5 years old] from my childhood was my parents wedding. I was the flower girl who wouldn't stop putting her dress over her head or stop picking at her corsage.
53. Chuck E. Cheese: I was 3-4 years old and could not stop starring at the singging mouse machines. They frightened me but I didn't tell anyone.
54. The first spanking [2.5 - 3.5 years old] I remember is when I painted the entire living room in acrylic paint.
55. I remember going to the symphony [with my favorite aunt #15] and falling in love with classical music.
56. ....Thinking of my first period and my reaction to it and showing my mom. I'm not going into details.

Pet Peeves
57. Adults sucking thumbs.
58. People don't use their turn SIGNALS when changing lanes or turning.
59. "I love you more." "No, I love you more." No, I love you more."
60. Vindictive, selfish people
61. self-important, self-righteous [sp?], caluculating, manipulative assholes
62. Liars
63. Dishonesty and disloyalty
64. people who won't help themselves
65. I hate being in an elevator with someone who has strong parfume/cologne.

Miscellaneous Favorites
66. Food: Macaroni n' cheese with mashed potatoes
67. Meal: #59 with meatloaf
68. Movie:
Thomas Crown Affair [Pierce Brosnan]
69. Musical:
My Fair Lady or Meet Me in St. Louis
70. Actor: Jonny Depp or Hugh Jackman
71. Actress: Julia Roberts, Ashley Judd, or Audrey Hepburn
72. Alcohol concoction: panty dropper = malibu coconut rum, sprite, and cranberry juice..... yum....
73. Color: Orange and red
74. Parfume scent: Lily of the valley

Politics [general] & Religion
75. I have liberal beliefs but I follow a conservative path.
76. Example: I feel women should have an abortion; It's their body. But I truly believe that I wouldn't have one if that issue were to come up.
77. I'm agnostic.
78. Allow me to elaborate. I'm spiritual; Some thing is up there up us out. It just doesn't have a figure or denomination.
79. Homosexuals, transexuals, etc should have all the same rights as a heterosexual has.

Miscellaneous Factoids
80. If one misuses my trust, it's very hard for me to give said person a second chance.
81. It bothers me when people mistake my eye color to be hazel when in fact my eyes are obviously GREEN.
82. I'm addicted to
Amazon.
84. I'm also addicted to
The Sims.
85. I'm double-also addicted to X-box
Fable.
86. Running out of handsoap in my bathroom isn't an issue because I use hand sanitizer stuff.
87. I didn't know how to tie my shoes until I was in the second grade.
88. I didn't know how to swim until the 3 rd grade.
89. Shoes and purses is an obsession of mine.
90. Surprizingly, I don't have that many shoes or purses considering my obsession. I guess I have some will power.
91. I hate dealing with any kind of customer service person. May it be bank, creditor, retail, etc.
92. I have horrible mood swings for no reason.
93. I'm a bad liar.
94. I'm very flattered that people can talk to me as a confidant and not worry if I'll others their business.
95. Did anyone notice there wasn't a #83?
96. I'm not a morning person.
97. I drool in my sleep. Which is why I try to always bring my pillow if I know I'm staying at someone else's place.
98. I bathe at least once a month.
99. I have lost my keys only once in my life. And I lost them good. I lost them in another state.
100. I have a giraffe named Dali..... for Salvador Dali.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 10:07 AM

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

I do not claim to be a creative person. I just tell it like it is. And this is how it is but it will not stay like this.

I have created my own prison. Being a good judge of character is obviously not a forte of mine. Otherwise, I would not be in the position that I am in.

I tried to be a "people-pleaser". And in doing so, I demonstrated my weaknesses. I couldn't put my foot down.

And now that I have finaly slammed that foot of mine down, the foot has bounced back up and kicked me in the ass. I'm trying to recuperate from the blow.

But now, I've become a mad woman. Nothing is on my mind except for the giggling banshee her and minion of a boyfriend who looks like David Bowie in the late 70's.

I'm not eating well. I don't sleep well. I can't concentrate.

But I can control those things, yet I don't have the motivation.


Bongo-ed your bongos at 5:28 PM

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Bongo-ed your bongos at 3:38 AM

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